Since January 2023, I made the decision to quit drinking alcohol. I shared this experience in a previous blog post, where I explained that the decision was driven by my goal of succeeding in exams in March. Initially, I thought I would return to the habit after the exams, but I found that the benefits of staying sober were much greater than I anticipated. So, I chose to continue this path until today.
Two days ago, I had a farewell dinner with my colleagues and staff at Air Liquide. As a gesture of goodwill, they invited me to enjoy my favorite Japanese sake, "剣菱黒松," for the last dinner before I moved on. I drank about 2 Go (approximately 360 mL) over three hours. It had been two years since I last drank at a public dinner, and I thoroughly enjoyed the taste of the sake. I can confidently say that it's my number one favorite.
As I write this blog post two days later, I find myself back at my desk, taking a moment to reflect on the experience. Normally, I would have written this post the day after, but I noticed a lack of motivation. I believe it might be because of the alcohol. During the dinner and the following day, I felt good and wasn’t hungover at all. This is likely due to my strong alcohol and aldehyde enzymes. I even checked my enzyme level, and I was found to have a level 4 as the highest tier of alcohol enzymes.
Despite this, I recognize that my mentality has been somewhat off recently. If I were to describe it metaphorically, I felt like I was afraid to move forward—staying home, unable to think creatively. After 48 hours, I feel like I’m returning to my usual self, resuming my creative flow, reflecting on my business situation in Kyoto, and working on summarizing my private consulting projects.
Looking back on 2024, I realize it has been a year of significant achievements, and I believe quitting alcohol may have played a role in my success. If I had continued drinking, I am not sure I would have accomplished everything I have so far.
At the dinner, I enjoyed the sake, but looking back, I realize that I could have enjoyed it just as much without drinking. Given the impact that alcohol had on my motivation and creativity afterward, I’ve decided that I will not drink again until my professional challenges are over. There is so much more to life than the momentary pleasure of drinking.
I would like to take a moment to express my heartfelt thanks to my colleagues and staff for making this farewell dinner so memorable. Your warmth, support, and thoughtful gestures during this transition mean the world to me. I am deeply grateful for the opportunity to work alongside such an incredible team, and I will carry the memories of our time together with me as I move forward.
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